Bro's Departure ... Gonna Miss You Kor Kor ...

This post is definitely gonna be sad for me and my family ecspecially my mom.. well .. i still going to write it cuz this post is gonna be all about my beloved bro .. it was on a sunday after church service .. right after service i straight away skip lunch wit my cell group cuz i will be having lunch wit my family before my bro's departure .. we had lunch at overseas in subang parade .. my bro ordered alot becuz he definitely gonna miss all malaysian food .. cuz the place he is going which is London will not be having any of these food .. i mean there is but it will not taste as good right ?? .. hehe .. well its true .. we had a wonderful lunch before we move to our destinaton which is the airport .. it was sad.. becuz right after lunch as i can see everyone's faces juz quiet down.. i was driving but i can still notice the situation, i can see my mom praying for my bro's journey mercy and protection .. as i prayed wit my mom earlier so i guess she's praying the same thing in the car.. my sis wasnt really happy too becuz seeing the younger brother leaving, my bro ? well.. he definitely sad leaving us .. i can see his face wasnt happy at all.. as for me .. i am seriously so upset becuz for the past few days i stayed over my bro's place helping him out i can definitely see how he feels .. another thing is that my bro that cares for me so much eventho he doesnt show it .. but i can actually feel it that my bro's really do cares for me .. u wanna know how ?? i will tell u after this .. as i was saying .. when we reached the airport, my bro went and checked in .. and he actually told us that he bought a ticket in the business class .. its like WOW .. it is definitely not cheap .. 10k ++ .. we were shock but honestly my bro deserved it because he sacrifice so much for the past few years and he is so successful now .. i respescted my bro so much and i decided to follow my bro's footstep which is success in life .. becuz wats the point having fun now and suffer later right ? time to grow up right ? be responsible juz like my bro .. eventho he had so much fun and stuff .. he still fulfill his responsibility .. which i do not have it in the past wit someone so special to me that i always dissapoint her becuz i wasnt responsible at all and not setting my priorities right .. i learnt my lesson .. i got to make it up to it and learn to be one juz like my bro .. alrite lets get back to wat i was saying .. as my bro check in and its time to say goodbye and it was the saddest moment .. my mom was crying and hugging my bro and thats where my bro started to tears .. and also my bro frenz cried too .. and not to forget my sis and i tears too .. u know wat i experienced before seeing someone left me and watchin that very special person walk away and having me so much to say that i wanted to cry out so badly but i couldnt shed a tears becuz my heart was so much in pain and heartbroken .. well .. its ok .. i duno when my bro going to come back .. but i will always remember wat he told me .. and right now i will tell u why i said he cared for me alot .. its becuz before he left he told me this "Kenny, All I Wanted From You Is To Graduate And Come Out In Life" and "Sacrifice This Few Years And You Will Be As Successful As Me Or Better" honestly i went and hug my bro right which i don usually do that and this was in my heart wanting to tell him this "Kor, I Will Not Onli Come Out Wit A Normal Certificate That Is Black And White But Wit A Certificate With Flying Colours" but i didnt tell him this becuz i think its best to prove it first then tell him this .. but i know my bro believed in me i can do it .. really thank God for that .. well bro .. take care and God Bless.. Come back soon aight ?? .. Kenny a.k.a Your Younger Bro